Its is only days remaining at IMDR and also in Pune.... Wud b moving back to "God's Own Country" by the end of this month.
Do I aspire this change? Life is extremely calm when uncertainities are at rest, and in that way home is a very pleasent experience. You have the claim on everything above everyone, and can rule the world over there. But still, the question remains, is it aspired?
What holds me back? loose end of relationships, which some times seems empty of name or meaning!!! ya the picture of a cluster of buildings in which my life have taken double turns? Nah, it is a bit beyond this description, as these two is strong enough to hold me back a week!!!
These r all gonna end, in a few days time, when the loose ends would vaggle more and get away from me, and the memory RAM gets rubbed of the pictures and new pictures would be loaded...
Time is such an impossible medicine, it ruthlessly covers up the imprints you have in you, built over years...
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well i have written the same thing about change but in detail........ as i do not mind moving my muscles and writting unlike u of course......... u can see that but u will have to take lots of pain to actually read the whole stuff....... so if u dont mind taxing ur eye muscles u can read it and leave some comments.........
three posts so far.. thats good..
well, as far as leaving IMDR is concerned, i dont know, maybe you are going through all this.. at a fundamental level i see your writings as an escapist way of looking at your surroundings. You never want to admit your losses, dont you? A long man with a large ego.. No issues bloke, its your life and the way you look at it...
but somewhere down the lane you would remeber, as you rightly pointed out, that this is the place where you decided to let go off your past inhibitions andd try your hands at new things (what are these things, dont ask ).. IMDr has nothing to do with it. You were away from a crwod that you knew you, came between a new bunch that was yet to paint a picture of you. So you presented before them a RENJITH that absolutely matched with your idea of a "new man"
You wouldnt miss anyone i am sure, but you wouldnt forget this place. It provided you that "space" to start you life all over agin. You would agree i bet!
comment parayan manasu illa.
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